lonely walks beside the sea

I've asking a lot of questions to myself lately, about life and everything. How to follow the path of my dreams and doing what I love, no matter what society expects from me. In order to clear my mind, I'm thinking about the things I really enjoy, and how to make them a real part of my life.

There are two things I'm certain of;
In the first place, I'm sure I love to create. I love to turn my ideas into something real. When I'm creating, I feel inspired, my mind is in peace, the world is in silence.The only thing that matters is the piece of art I'm working on.  I feel that everything makes sense. No one could take away from me that feeling. I want to keep on it.

The second thing, I'm certain of, is how I enjoy the world wonders. I mean, the texture of the clouds, the colours of the sky, the magic of the sun, the sound of the waves, the flowers dancing at the wind, the patterns of the leaves, the spiral of the seashells, the sun reflected on the sea waves making a pattern, the sunrays through the trees, and I could go on. The perfect imperfect nature.

So, how should I begin to buid my own, independent, and joyfull life?

"Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world."
-Oscar Wilde